Doctors appointment & Such

The day after I found out I called the doctor and made an appointment for September 11th (which seems like forever away to me). They said that I would see a nurse first and then have my first prenatal appointment. I'm not really sure what they're going to do? Take blood? Physical exam? I'm so new to this that I don't really know what to expect. It's kind of tortuous not knowing if everything is ok in there though! I'm just trying to not stress about it and know that I'm in God's hands :)

Yes!!!

I'M PREGNANT!!! I actually ran to the store at 10:30 p.m. to get an early result test and took it last night. I am so happy right now! Now that it's happening, its kind of surreal. I immediately started crying when I saw that beautiful positive sign :) My hubby and I are so excited to finally be parents...wow...i'm going to be a mom! I can't stop praising and thanking God for giving me this gift. God is faithful and the power of prayer is unbelievable. Now, I have to make a doctors appointment (kind of nervous) and figure out some creative way to tell the grandparents to be!

Could it be??

Today I took a pregnancy test and it was a faint positive!!! The line was really light but definitely there! The test was one off of early-pregnancy-tests.com (which i've never used before). Well, a few hours later I took another one (couldn't help myself) which was a different brand (Walmart brand) and got a negative. That kind of worried me so I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much, but kind of too late for that! I'm going to test again in the morning with a first response and hope that it's positive. He is faithful!

Keep holding on :)

Ah, the stress of trying to conceive! As the months go on, trying to conceive is definitely taking a toll on my marriage. Wanting so bad to be pregnant eventually consumes me and it is all I can think about. I need to take a step back and realize that we are in this together and not let this tear us apart. This has been tough but I plan to keep facing it head on and be grateful that I have a husband that loves me and is behind me 100%. I'm going to keep holding on to hope with my love at my side.

I think I can, I think I can!

I have a good feeling about this month! I don't want to get my hopes up too much but I can't help but think about it all day everyday! The two week wait always seems like forever. I think that we timed it really good this month, though. I just can't wait to be pregnant :) My husband and I officially started trying in October of 2008 so it's almost been a year, but we also skipped a few months due to bad timing and other things. I decided if I don't get pregnant by October though I'm going to go to the doctor to see if something is wrong with me. It'll be better to check now instead of trying for another six months to find out that something is wrong. I need to find other things to focus on while i'm waiting to find out! I've got baby on the brain 24/7. I can't even explain the joy that I will feel when I finally find out that God blessed us :D

I heart ovulating

Well, today I got a positive ovulation test! I'm pretty excited and am just praying to God that this is going to be it for us :) The hubby and I will be busy the next few days trying for our bundle of joy! Is it pathetic that i've already had names picked out for a while and have a stash of baby clothes laying around??? (shhh)

BORING!

I'm BORED! I'm having a pretty tough time lately adjusting to living in Pennsylvania. Nothing exciting is happening in my life :( I feel like i'm in a rut with no job, friends, or anywhere to go! My life could pretty much be described as mediocre...at best. I guess I need to do something about that.